Joyfully thoughtless

I don't really have anything interesting to report as I am not actively doing anything right now. I've just come off of doing so much stuff that I think my brain is coping by hibernating. If I could have a cruise control for my life, I would be using it right now. The hardest parts of trying to do as little as possible are feeding yourself and dressing yourself. Surprisingly enough, work is one of the easiest things. I probably should take steps to pull myself out of this autopilot, but I think I'll wallow in it just a little longer. I think J has noticed and is worried, but hasn't yet confronted me on it. He bought me a video game but I think that will make the situation worse as I can lay on the couch and play it, thus eliminating any chances that I will clean, cook, plan for the events we have quickly approaching, workout or even talk. If I had some resistance to this behavior I would probably relent, but I just was praised for my hard work by my boss and the owner of my company told me yesterday that I looked like I had lost at least 10 lbs. Maybe the powers that be are trying to tell me that this is the best way to be right now? Yes, I think that is all the reassurance I need.